convocation?

I saw my seniors’ convocation today. I wasn’t sure whether it’s a good thing for me or not... I mean, of course it is a good thing… in fact, it is a GREAT thing,- for them... but it also means, I shall be in their shoes, in their robes, this time next year... Which equals I shall be having my Professional Exams soon, very soon, and will be finally stepping into the working life, the harsh reality.. oh well...

The hall was overflowing with seniors in Red Robes today. I wanted to get sunflowers for my buddy, the kind that smiles back at you, but there weren’t any, so I settled with daisies. They were beautiful pink and purplish red daises, with small white ones between them. They were looking at me, saying ‘buy me’, and so, I did. The flowers reminded me that everything in life is transient. In time, even the most beautiful flower on earth will eventually wither. Well, maybe I was being emotional today.

I liked watching people graduating. The happiness in their faces. Just watching is good.

I cannot believe how medical life flew past me. How every decision I made, and did not make, would have affected my life. The never-ending ‘what-ifs’... Sometimes, one thing leads to another, I wonder, what would have had happened if I did something else, if i were to take the other path.

Haha! I am beginning to get crappy. My words are incongruent. It did not rain today, despite being 080808. (note: the unforgettable 090999) Perhaps it was because, it was already pouring in me. I need anti-fogs.

I ran again today. I denied things that I really want. But I’ll make sure; this is the last time...

i am a living zombie, am i?

Hey, I had a new beginning when I reformatted my pc, right? Life will get better. I shall stay focus, and everything will be alright. Study is perhaps, one of the few things that will not disappoint. I cannot afford to lose this too. I shall work hard!

p/s: Happy Olympic Day!