~away for exams~

Finally, I've received my exam slip yesterday, sort of CONFIRMING that all this is true.
and no, i won't be shouting into any pillow this time.
I can't believe that 5 years past in a blink of an eye..
okay, maybe several blinks..
Shu Juen was already talking about missing university life..
i think i'll be missing it too...

Anyway, meanwhile,
I'm just keeping my fingers crossed.....
Praying hard that everything will go through well...
and hoping that i will not screw up...

Mr Jeevanan, our ENT consultant, said that:
'Examiners don't fail students. Students fail themselves.'
I guess there is some truth in what he said.
When under exam stress, students (including me) do all sorts of funny things.
Even a very good or average student, when panic, make mistakes in exams,
and some mistakes, being very unforgivable..

The last mock exam i had,
well, it didn't went really well...
(and guess what? it was videotaped and all! and yes, my coursemates get to view it in dk1 and well, 'learn from my mistakes'.. )
Prof Shahrir was like: shinyin, what happened to you?

The next exam, the real one, would be even more stressful,
You get thought block when four examiners stare straight into you,
watching you examine the patient,
pressuring you to answer the questions,
as the time keeps ticking....

So much at stake...

But i suppose,
we have to learn how to manage anxiety, stress...
how can we manage patients if we ourselves get over anxious, no?
i really hope i can maintain composure, calmness..
breathing exercise....

Will be giving it all my best for the next three weeks...
Wish me good luck! =)
(i desperately need in this time)

All the best to all my coursemates,
hope we'll all pass this with smiles ^^


p/s: Will be fasting from the internet for a while~
Please do not abandon me.. :)