the commas in life

Uncertainties…


Life is a mystery
But a mystery can be solved
Well, Life’s mystery can’t
Which of course, complicates things further…


I cannot understand my very own life,
What more, to look out my life,
Or even bother to understanding other’s people life…


Sometimes, life feels like a [full stop]
Yeah, a [full stop]
Like it has all come to an end
And it is very VERY difficult to start a new sentence..


But my life,
At this point in time,
Maybe it feels like a [comma]
Yeah, a [comma]
Like waiting for something BIG to happen


I anticipate, yet I fear…
I fear of it being too BIG to handle
I fear it being a disappointment
And I drowned myself with millions of [what Ifs]
And then I start hitting the [backspace] button
Searching for the [delete] and [edit] key
But somehow,
Somehow, life does not allow that.
No, it does not.
Life just does not work that way.


So, long I stood,
There,
Just before the [comma]…