When being ripped away, the last edge of the cliff, the voice dampens between the vocal cords, you turn into a room deprived of light, the walls closing in, the air growing denser, the darkness engulfing, you lost your very last breath, the very last purpose disappears, flushed away in the black hole… Handicapped you were, regrets you hold, in a world which shows no mercy, shadows haunting you, reminders of the past tattooed on you, and you reject every effort to comprehend, simply because it is too painful to bear, no analgesia or anesthesthetist can numb the feelings, the scar remains, a locked soul, trapped and lost...-shinyin 2008-
(Written on February 21, 2008 at 05:25 AM)
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ReplyDeleteso sad, huh?? i feel sad, reading back too...
ReplyDeletei guess i was seriously emo when i wrote this... so lost.. but time heals, i guess...
sorry that i made you sad when u read this... maybe going through my lov&relationships post isn't a good idea...