Once upon a time, life was so busy, hectic, in need of space. Now,when the space is here, it is so intense, it enguffs the soul, it suffocates... What remained is emptiness and emptiness alone. The map has lost its printings, the arrow bent indecisively, the signages fades away, and you can't find the ending nor the starting point. I doubt there is any. Do you still call it day when the sun has lost her shine? the lion lost his mane, the fire burns endlessly. Your life history is nothing but a blank sheet of paper.They said everything happens for a reason,.. is there a reason called 'no reason at all'? They said everything can be explained, rationalized. Sometimes, it's easier to think that it's meant to be, God's will... Not knowing priorities, not having a plan, avoiding decisions don't help, procrastination worsen things. I will learn to let go, to say 'no', to carry on...
(March 21, 2007 at 05:03 AM)
